Monday, February 27, 2012

Walt Disney World Princess Half Marathon - Trip Report

Okay - let's get the important part out of the way.

I completed the Princess 1/2 Marathon!! And - I managed to NOT be carb free all weekend - and even indulge a bit - and come back the same weight I left at. 357. So - now we just go back to normal - and keep going. With a new weigh in next Monday.

Now that the formalities are out of the way - let's get down to brass tacks.

I arrived Thursday night - checked in a Bay Lake Tower - had a nice studio with a lake view. Could still hear the fireworks, but they weren't deafening. Also could hear the electric water parade. Pretty much checked in, figured out how to get to the expo (Contemporary was not a host resort) - and went to bed.

7am Friday. Dressed - headed to the monorail. Took it to the Poly. Was on the first expo bus to the expo. The expo wasn't being done INSIDE the Josten's Center this time - it was in a tent out back (at least packet pick-up was). I got in line with some folks I'd met on the bus and looked around for Amanda. We caught up to each other inside while I was re-printing my waiver form. Then we headed to the merch room together. All the while, we were chatting about goals and preparation. I'll be honest - I was feeling nervous. And a little unsure of myself.

The tech shirt is nice. But ZERO boy official merchandise. All girl stuff. I get why - but still. So I bought myself a sparkly princessey bondi band (seen above) and a gift or two for home. Amanda and I walked back to our respective busses, and agreed to meet up at the Studios after. I wanted to try out for Idol again.

I hit Studios around noon (long commute issues) - headed straight for Idol - and Amanda came in as my manager. Although the producer loved my voice, they'd already filled their slots for my "kind" of singer for Friday - so she encouraged me to come back Saturday. So Amanda and I hit some rides. Star Tours - GMR - Tower - Coaster - even saw the Magic of Animation movie. Had a BLAST touring the park with her - and getting to know her better. We shared a nice dinner together at the Hollywood Brown Derby (I had the chicken cordon bleu, and it was quite nice). Then we again split up for the night. I wanted to be asleep early so I'd be up early.

It didn't happen that way. I just couldn't sleep. I was missing my dad something fierce. And really doubting myself. I was up until after 1:30am just lying in bed feeling awful.

And then the 5am alarm I'd set came all too soon. But I fought the urge to go back to sleep - and forced myself awake. I'd heard my friend Jason was in town, so I hoped to see him today. At 8 I headed out to the Studios to try again. I rode with a nice birthday girl named Melissa who was also trying out. At the audition gate, they weren't ready to open, so we sat and chatted. Then a nice girl named Bailey came over. She's a musical theatre major at NYU. We talked quite a bit.

Then it was finally audition time. We'd all become fast friends. And we'd added a 16 year old girl named Mikala to the group. And we all auditioned. Sadly Melissa didn't make it on the show. But the lineup for the 12:30 show was: Me, Bailey, and Mikala.

AWESOME.

So I texted Amanda and Jason, who came over to watch. I sang "Circle of Life" in honor of my dad (Saturday was 2 years to the day) - and really gave it my all. Bailey sang "Alone" by Heart. Mikala sang "Bubbly". I think it was probably really close between Bailey and myself, but Bailey won - and deserved it. She was VERY good.

Jason, Amanda and I walked to the Friendship boats to head to EPCOT (although Jason had to go back to his work commitments) for the afternoon.

Amanda and I hit Imagination, Spaceship Earth, a few shops, and a nice walk around showcase before it was time for our early dinner at Teppan Edo. Always a fun restaurant. LOVED it.

Although it was only 6 - we headed back to our resorts, and agreed to see each other at the race. I conked out around 8.

RACE DAY - 2:30am - alarm. I had reserved a 3am taxi to the Poly. But there wasn't one there. There were also about 7 other people looking for a taxi - but hadn't reserved one. Finally one showed (but it wasn't mine) - he agreed to take ALL of us. So 8 of us piled into a sedan. Hit the Poly - got right on a bus - and off to EPCOT we went.

I found Amanda immediately. She looked severely at me. "Okay - how bad do you want this?" It was before she even said hi. "I do. I do want it." "Good. I'm going to make sure you get it. We're going to do it together. We'll run a bit of every mile, and then keep a good walking pace. Deal?" "Um. Yeah!"

We found the WDW Radio Running team - said our hi's. And headed to our corral (mine - since Amanda was slumming it in a corral earlier than she should have). Sat down and waited. I was a bit nervous about this idea. But excited at the same time. I'd had minimal to zero side pain all weekend - and felt sure I'd make it past that mile 7 medical station. But I wasn't sure about my speed overall.

Before I knew it we were starting. I had my music on, but one headphone out. And MapMyRun going as well. We ran at EVERY mile marker (30-90-120-150 seconds - depended on what we felt okay doing) - and then kept a brisk, but not uncomfortable walking pace. According to my app, around 16:22/mile. But we were right there in the pack. Loving every minute of the course.

Around mile 4 (contemporary) DeeDee came and found us. And the next thing I knew - we were on Main Street. It was FILLED with people. The WDW Radio crew was still there. And I started to think to myself "how long has it been since I have hit Main Street and had it still be CROWDED? Maybe...maybe I can do this." Hardly the powerful mantra I'd planned....but it struck a cord.

As we exited the Magic Kingdom - and I saw the medical station from January 2012 - Amanda pointed out I was passing it. My response was "You're damn right!" She laughed. That suddenly felt more mantra like. So I used it. A LOT on the course.

"Look - mile 9!" "You're damn right, Mile 9!"

As we approached mile 10, my side had already begun hurting, but not badly. I was able to keep in under control with breathing. We started on the overpass, and it rained on us a bit. But once we crossed the overpass, I realized something. I'd now outperformed January 2011, as well. And Wine and Dine 2010. In fact, I realized that I hadn't actually crossed a finish line since September 2009 (Disneyland). And as that realization hit me - I saw Spaceship Earth for the first time. And I felt the tears welling up in me.

Let me say at this point, that I LOVED this race. The energy on the course was so awesome. People were friendly - they asked about my running shirt (THANK YOU JUSTIN) - and when I told them my stories everyone was SO supportive.

Mile 12 hit, and we saw Lou and WDW Radio again - apparently Amanda and I made the show! And then - we were INSIDE Epcot. My feet were killing me. But I was almost there.

Round Spaceship Earth - Amanda looked at me - "Hey - no slowing down - get up here next to me!" She was cracking me up. But I sped up.

We rounded the corner at mile 13 - and broke into a jog. Halfway to the finish, something hit me. And I took OFF. I sprinted towards the finish. My body was screaming in pain - and I was literally growling at the finish. As I stepped across, I was now completely winded. And crying. Amanda quickly grabbed me and told me I'd done it. And that my Dad and Amber and Elizabeth were proud of me. So was she. The tears were now sobs. "Did you honestly think you could do this today?" I shook my head. I'd never even considered that I might finish. I thought I'd get picked up somewhere for being too slow.

"I knew you could. And I knew you didn't. So I thought I could help you believe in yourself again. You've been so hard on yourself lately. So I wanted to see what you could do if you pushed."

3:43 was our time.

I was so grateful as I got my medal. And called Amber. I sobbed. I was having a hard time breathing. But I was so happy. So emotionally and physically spent. Amanda walked me to the monorail, and I thanked her repeatedly. But I don't know that I can thank her enough. She helped me do something I'd forgotten how to do. Believe in myself.

Then things got weird. Waiting for the monorail, a wave of nausea hit me. As I sat down on the monorail, I nearly passed out. I realized quickly that I was dehydrated. BADLY. A girl on the monorail gave me a bottle of powerade, which I sipped. And after they got off, I laid down on the monorail. The world was spinning. I realized I'd hydrated enough on the course, but FORGOT that I'm on a diuretic. So I hadn't hydrated enough. And I'd pushed harder and longer than I had before. As the powerade hit me though, it started to get better. Sadly, I was still lying on the monorail, and wasn't sure I could actually walk. A cast member found me after 3 loops on the monorail. He helped me up, and into a wheelchair. He pushed me to the resort monorail. At this point, I was feeling a bit better. So I walked the rest of the way on my own power. But that was SCARY. I found a place to sit in the Outer Rim lounge and just drank some water.

Then the shakes started. After about 15 minutes, I got up and walked around more. I bought a sweatshirt. And decided I needed food. Good decision. As soon as I had a piece of bread at the Wave, I started feeling immensely better. And whatever it was that had happened passed. It took about 2 hours. But it was gone. I had one hour until the airport.

When I arrived at the airport, I was greeted at the gate by my new friend - who's name I honestly don't know. But I'll have it soon since she has my email address. She's a runner as well - and I met her in January on the way home. And we flew down on Thursday night together. And she saw my medal, and congratulated me. She knew my struggles. And was so happy for me! And I was so happy for me too!!

It really felt like a change in things. And a change in me.

I now have about six months until Disneyland. That gives me a few months to focus solely on WEIGHT LOSS - before kicking the training up into "racing speed". And somehow it feels like 2009 all over again. Like I'm heading towards more success instead of more failure. Like maybe things really are headed in the right direction finally.

And if THAT doesn't at least get an "attaboy" from mgreene - there's gonna be problems!!! ;)

Alright everyone - let's hear what you thought of the trip!

EPCOT AWAITS!

13 comments:

  1. I think it's great that you were able to finish the race. I hope that I will be able to do so next January.

    At the same time I'm a little disturbed by your issues on the Monorail. I'm glad everything is okay now but that could have been dangerous. I expect you to run the full race in September too now. You got to want it.

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  2. Wow, all it took was "one little spark...". Well, I'll give ya an "atta boy" even if Mike doesn't. ;-)

    Please, please, plaease! Use this as inspiration in your daily life that you CAN do it..IF you rally and remind yourself how bad you want it... Make it just the beginning and not the end.

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  3. WAY TO GO JONATHON! I knew you could do it! Way to go Amanda! My hope is just to finish a Disney Race someday soon. :)

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  4. Congratulations on the finish, Jonathon; plus a big "way to go" for Amanda being there for you. I had a friend recently pace me through an event that was longer than I'd ever run before, so I know how valuable that assistance can be.

    You've been at the crossroads of success and failure and taken a big step forward. I know what that feels like. For me that date was April 1 (strangely appropriate), 2007, and my life changed for the better in ways I wouldn't have even thought to imagine back then. I hope you can build upon this and have the same kind of success that I experienced. You have proven that you have the capacity to succeed at what you set out to do, so now go build on it and take the next step forward by building slowly on what you have done here. If you do, I can tell you that the journey ahead will not be easy, but it will be worth it.

    Good luck!!!

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  5. Congratulations! Attaboy! And ESPECIALLY congratulations on interspersing all that running into your race as well!!

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  6. Great report...I'll be curious how our stories differ when I post mine later this week.

    Wbat I do know is that you did the hard work, I was just there to push the right buttons.

    Congratulations again and I expect big things from you for the rest of this year and going forward past this year!!!!

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  7. so happy for you and ca’t wait to see everyone at DL in sepetmber!!!

    side note - i’m assuming the whole “go home right after the race” was a one time thing and of course going home from DL isn’t quite the same (maybe i’m misreading that that is what you did?) but that wasn’t good! that wasn’t smart! i think it’s one thing for some elite runner or someone who runs 10-15 miles at a stretch to go home right after but i would say that isn’t the case for most of us and not for you. we all know that these races are learning experiences and i am really proud of you but please examine how you can forget you are taking a diuretic (eek!!) and maybe plan for better nutrition after? or before maybe?

    i think it is the health care professional in me, but that little thing about lying flat on several spins on the monorail ALONE is less amusing and more upsetting and even angering to me. not that you didn’t do your best or should be in trouble or something but that you aren’t or weren’t taking your own personal safety and health seriously. again - super happy for you and what you experienced i don’t think is necessarily unusual or unexpected but you do have enough race knowledge to know better then to not be eating and drinking some and to not be all by your lonesome afterward and then getting on a plane. i hope your DL trip allows you more of a cushion!

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  8. Congratulations on completion, JD. I knew you could do it! Look after yourself and at least you have learnt a few things from this one...
    So proud of you!!!
    (Princess if my favourite of all the races, so am glad you found the same enjoyment. See you there next year?)

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  9. FINALLY!!!!
    You needed this. You now have renewed confidence in your self. :)
    i was at work,freaking out that I thought my track my runner wasn't working. I started to cry thinking I was going to miss you in the race. Then all the sudden the updates started. I was relieved. You do not know how are it was for me not to be there.
    I know I can be up to race speed but I sure would have hobble around ringing that cow bell.When I saw the 15k alert I was in tears at work saying they are gonna make it. :)
    Then it seemed liked forever, and i just had to send a text. When I didn't get an answer form either of you that was when i knew YOU WERE FINISHING!!!!
    Now you did what our good friend did at the wine and dine. First did you eat before the race?? Never mind the diuretic. If you did not duel your body the RIGHT WAY then that is why you crashed in the monorail. You should have ate the banana after the race with all the drinks they offer even if you didn't want it.
    Keep this renewed self confidence going. Yeah so you were sore.. big deal, that comes with marathons.Take this and use the finishers high and look and how you want your life to be from now on.
    Cyber hug to you!! High five... Just think... Maybe later in the year I will NEED YOU to help me walk my first race back. How a change would that be.

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  10. Congratulations on your finish. You now know that, you are, in deed, capable of completing a half marathon. Plenty to celebrate here plus a bunch of stuff for you to reflect on and build from during the months ahead.

    I know you had to really push to get through this. I would be interested to hear your thoughts on how pushing through this race compared to the effort it took to finish back in 2009. So please think about that and consider posting your thoughts.

    Maintaining consistancy in training each week will yield improved endurance. You have to be consistent and you have to PUSH yourself a least a couple times during the week. Results will follow auto-magically. (Do not wait until the last three months to push)

    Lightheaded post race. Dude I can relate. That was me about 45 minutes after Wine and Dine. I felt fine walking around post race and then I became disoriented and nearly blacked out while waiting in line at a restroom. A couple bottles of water later, a banana and an ice pack supplied by Rae had me feeling ok fairly quickly. In my case food was poor pre race and evidently I did not hydrate to a sufficient level. This happened despite the fact that after finishing I had two cliff bars, a power aid and a water.

    Be sure to discuss what happened with your Doctor and nutritionist.

    Very proud of you. Now take care of yourself and keep swimming!

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  11. Hi!

    I don't know you and just happened to stumble on your blog, but I had to tell you... YOU'RE AMAZING! I'm training for my first half marathon this coming January at Disney since gaining sixty pounds due to PCOS and other cancerous issues, but you're story was so uplifting while showing the struggles each of us encounter. Thank you for sharing with those of us who need your "I think I can" attitude.

    I hope to see you on the course this January! Keep up the phenomenal progress! You're worth it! :)

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  12. Hi!

    Thank you for sharing your story. It was so inspirational! I really want to run in the Princess 1/2 Marathon but I'm terrified of being swept and not making it through! Reading your words give me hope! I just might sign up for the 2013 race :)

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