...but then I remember my friends. My family. Those who love me. And support me.
I know that as long as I keep my head on straight and keep moving forward - keep making the efforts - they'll never abandon me. They'll rejoice in my successes - and they'll share my disappointment in my failures. They'll be honest, harsh when needed, and never judgmental.
While we were in WDW a few weeks ago, we were lucky enough to see Princess Fiona for a few minutes! We flew in the day she was flying out - but she got to come say hi - hang with Elizabeth and Amber and I for about 10 minutes and even though it wasn't an "elongated" visit - it was enough to feel her support and love.
It's part of what makes this community so special to me.
Rae and Eric won't be joining us at the race - and we'll miss them terribly. It will be a loss keenly felt. But I know I'll see them in February at the Princess (I hope).
But when I think of sharing time with Jeff, Justin, Amanda, Andy and Sharla, and more - it reminds me that every step forward is just that - a step forward.
And then...my fears aren't so bad.
A quick side note: Sharla - I had no idea you and Andy were reading my blog! Welcome aboard! I can't wait to see you guys next week! But what time are we having dinner at Teppan Edo? :)
EPCOT AWAITS!
Make your friends proud that can't be there! Hang in there. Your friends and family don't see you as a fat guy - I know I don't! You've got this amazing heart for people that shows through in all of your writings. In fact, if you'd ever like a walking buddy, let me know! While my husband is deployed, I'm always looking for excuses to get out of the house and see new areas of this new state! My dream would be to do the Everest Challenge someday - MAYBE this year.... we'll have to see how the finances roll out. But you can count me in for the marathon in 2013! :)
ReplyDeleteTerrified for the race - don't be. Nervous is okay, but you must be confident that you can do this. Remember - visualize, find a positive motto and see yourself finishing!
ReplyDeleteI can't wait to see you either - it's getting so close now!!!
of all the things... do NOT worry about how you “look” around us. ok, well around me. and trace - i can speak for him. we can’t wait to see you - it’s been ages! oh and trace broke his freaking toe - did i tell you? he can’t even walk. he would love it if you would push him in a wheel chair for the half. you could sit in his lap when you go down hill!
ReplyDeleteYou TWO have reservations at 6:50 on Saturday night. I'm taking one for the team and keeping the kids with me. Trust me this is doing you a favor. One is so high maintenance we get up and down 45 times in a meal, one licks things-including your food, and one vomits easily (we're banned from 1900 Park Fare)! I'd weigh less if they didn't drive me to drink.
ReplyDeleteAnyhow you two can catch which should be nice since Andy knew your dad so well...
If I don't see you good luck, and have an awesome time!
Jon,
ReplyDeleteHoly Cats!! You have done this race. Trust me if anyone is feeling bad is me. I dislike I can't be there. Be PROUD, you Can walk the race. I can hardly walk! Be PROUD!! Be LOUD ABOUT IT!!!
"I am walking a Disney Half marathon for the first thing I do for 2012"!!!
You have good shoes.. you got this!! You really don't get this. All of you are going to be 3 hours away. 3 HOURS AWAY!!I can't even ride in the car long enough to get to work without pain!! {20 minutes}
You do this or ELSE!!! {I will figure out what else is} :)
Until the MRI I can't commit to anything. I would love to go to the Princess half.
You will not be alone!! Send me pictures!!